a WINDOW TO THE PRESENT

toinght i look out my window and i cant see no lights.

tonight i look out my window and i can't see no rights.


Thursday, May 11, 2006

In memorium..phasing in.

Dear You,

With every beat ...with every breath ..I find myself running out of time. Don't have time to soak in all this glorious sun that bathes our bodies and our souls. Soon those dark clouds looming over there in that beckoning horizon will make its melodramatic entry into a picture perfect scene. Soon we'll be torn apart amidst an outburst of heavy rain. This rain..it will taste, not of sweet, pure heavenly showers, but of salt! Salt from the deep ocean of our hearts. Broken. Salt into the deepest cut.

What will be the last word I'd want to say to you before we part? I frame it in my head. I wonder. I don't want to say 'i'll miss you' for that I forever will. It's better left unspoken and for u to understand.I don't want to say 'take cake'...coz hell yea I want you to take good care. I don't want to say 'keep in touch' coz (apart from being lame) we will no matter what. I probably will just say two simple words.....'thank you'. For all the times we shared...all the life we lived...all the sighs we sighed together...all the nights we laughed and cried and all the days we spent.They will remain beautiful memories...vivid for a while. Inevitably, as Time moves on so stealthly...the memories will tend to blur ....but it will forever remain just like that. Like a beautiful dream- blurred at the edges. Those that make you softly smile in the morning upon vaguely remembering it. They will never fade. This is sumthing even a thief of the high Sahara can't steal from me on his night's work.
So thank you for these!! My life has a burst of colour because of it. And long after we're gone....our presence resonates in the stones, the trees..the roads we walked on...in everything. If you or I come back , years later and listen..we will surely hear our laughter on that short, sweet summer day.

Signed,
Yours Truly,
Senti n totally mental.
:)

1 comment:

xipxap said...

now THIS stuff made me cry!!