the BIG one

I just submitted my last assignment for this course and it was by far the worst essay I have ever written in my life! Hoping it wont get me a D- again. Slept for 2 hours last night! Wretched course work!

Anyway, thats done and Im sure I wont be missing writing essays for a long long time now. Oh expect my exam next week requires essay type answers . But AFTER that....woohoo! Oh . expect I still got my 20,000 words dissertation to go...BUT ..and this time for real...AFTER that dissertation ....Im officially done with exams and essays. I had to travel half way around the world, get into a good school, spend a fortune on overseas tuiton... only to to find out...I ABSOLUTELY HATE STUDYING WITH A PASSION!! But the cool bit is..provided everything goes well with the marking..I'll actually be a Master of Science! Thats fucking hilarious. I often wonder what it wudve been like if I had stuck with arts and pursued that instead. Oh well...I'd probably be screaming I HATE JOHN KEATS WITH A PASSION! ( although very unlikely)

In other news,

I bid in an auction for an original cartoon sketch for Comic Relief. After paying rent last week I hardly have shit in my bank account and im unemployed at the mo. But for pure thrill, I bid £1500 for the piece!! And thank heavens someone outbid me... I wudve been so wonderfully fucked otherwise, it wudnt have been the least bit funny. Although for a good cause (60% of funds frm RND go to poor in Africa, 40% in UK), being a student and pretty much dirt poor, means I cant possibly be in a position for such generousity. I can only do what I can. Bought a RND badge instead . Its blood metal red, got glitters n golden lettering n everything. real pretty and for a good cause :)

The email I was more than happy to recieve:

[ Hi...Thank you so much for your kind bid for the Gerald Scarfe original cartoon... Unfortunately, you have been out-bid at £1800...But you are more than welcome to have another go...Best wishes - Andrew and the team...A n d r e w C J e f f r e y
Online Producer BBC One Politics Show ]

have another go?? erm...I think I'll pass for now but *Sigh.......someday and/or some life!!* I'll be a filthy rich bitch like one of those proper ladiezz dressed in nothing but Valentino and Manolos...enough diamonds on me to sink the titanic...maybe a miniature poodle in my Gucci clutch or hmm..maybe an exotic clouded leopard on a leash..lol. I better stop it right here.Im stereotyping.


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