a WINDOW TO THE PRESENT

toinght i look out my window and i cant see no lights.

tonight i look out my window and i can't see no rights.


Wednesday, November 01, 2006

My scariest halloween ever!!

NEVER party the night before a major deadline!!You think you can manage but you WON'T!! I should've known this right from the start...its common sense after all, isnt it? but noooo....Ms sunshine wants to risk it and the 'it' being 50% worth of coursework( the remaining 50 assigned for an essaytype exam in which i get screwed anyway). And now Im sleepy, hungry,hungover, pissed at self for being dumb enough to go for that party last night.
But it was halloweens and even though YEVERYBODY was going to mylens court for the party ..all dressed up as wicthes n fairies...I initially got my act together and decided I couldn't afford to go.I stuck wit my decision until my flatmate went out with her big hat and broom stick. But sitting in my room with the 4000 words to go in front of me was no comfort. My mind had taken off with that damned broomstick. But I still persevere and shake any distraction off my head and try to type sumthing. Second attempt and it just didnt look like it would or COULD happen. Then the devil on my left shoulder appears and before i let the good one pop up, I get dressed in black,skirt,fishnets and a glitter cat-ears hairband( which i bought, you know JUST in case.)and Viola!ready for halloween! But I still decided not to go to the party,just wanted to get dressed n go out. promised self wud get bck home by 10. I went to the pagan parade on princes street.Lots of people, TALL people...I killed my toes trying to see what was happening on stage.Could see bits of things..fire dancers,stunts,loose haired, pagan dancing, wild drum beats, haunting songs...from the little I could see, it was quite cool. Even better were the crowd all dressed up like crazy. Its cold so I buy Vodka. I start drinking shots frm the bottle while the chinese girls i'd gone with are eyeing me,scandalized.Just when Im about to head back home..."Brigit?? hi brigit!YOU were in front of me all the while, blocking my view?? Who are you here wi...oooh hie Tim. David! nae!... how come you guys are all here and what happaned to the party??" Next thing I know, Im at the party, with an empty bottle of vodka and empty bottle of wine,sandwiched betwn a dracula and a history student!( a guy actually doing phd in history,not sumone trying to be funny). I called Andre fr sum reason and dont remember our conversation.something abt designing water tanks?? I was so wasted, came home in a taxi, ate the saltiest maggi ever with mushroom n bacon, made a mess of the kitchen, set my alarm at 4:30 am,slept, got up to recheck set alarm, slept, rechecked again, dropped phone, rechecked,dropped sumthing else i still havent figured out and finally slept agn only to wake up to the alarm 2 hours later!! Nightmare!!
So Ive been up since then.Read my assignment AFTER submitting and its full of SHITE!The bit i wrote when hungover is probably a wee bit off topic as well. No tables, no data..one hell of a dry report.With bad english. FUCK.

Submission blues:

DEadline: 12 noon.
11:10 and im still typing my executive summary!! type tyepe tyue, type, tpe.
I try to submit online and the damn web ct wont open.
11:59 I run to microlabs, and the printers are all busy! THere is always someone printing 100 pages when ur in a hurry to use the printer. Is that there in murphey's law??
12:45 finally submitted my assignment...now im just hoping it will be accepted, let alone wish I'd written a better one or not gone to the damn halloween party at all. Fuck.

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