Hello, Just dropped in for a bit to "take mind of dissertation". Am in the kitchen with my two other flatmates speed tying our dissertations. I have wasted alot of time no doubt and with about 10 days left, I was still finding new things to watch on youtube like Indian Idol!! The two of them came to my room today and dragged me out to sit with them in the bright kitchen without internet connection!! I did and it was a good thing. infact I should have done it ages ago. Coz without internet and in such a bright open room, u are bound to get some work done! I did about 1200 words today maing my total so far 7300. My ass hurts a bit coz of sitting for loooong hours typing. I have 20,000- 7300 words more to go. How much is that? I've been up working on this for 12 hours straight, I couldn't do the math if i tried.
Going to view a flat tomorrow. Have to move out by 29th. The twats hav also given a time. I feel like i have been living in a hotel for 9 months coz my "checkout time" is 11 am. Wonder if they'll fine me if I stay an hour longer hehe. Have got tickets or the Edinburgh Military Tattoo on tuesday. Its up at the castle but its been raining again so bet its gna be a wet evening. The festival season here is so great. Its a pity I cant make it to too many shows. Would love to catch a theatre and standup comedy at least but thats after 24th if im not too busy shifting flats.
On wed will be going for chak de india hehe..its on in the theatres here so I have succumbed to peer pressure even tho i actually should be sitting home typing some more.
I hate it that rare few days of scottish summer, the estival season and my dissertation all had to clash. But the day is near when my work shall be done here. I can just see my situation a night before the submission on 24th...last minute editing, formatting( which I suck at), sorting references, relaizing I havent yet written my abstract or acknowledgement bit and hurridly writing that, printing out 3 copies of my work which is ALOT of money, time and about 2100 pages. Getting it bound and fuck I cant breathe just thinking about it. I could try to avoid such a situation but knowing me I mostly likely cannot. Oh well..as long as I pass this freaking task. It was the worst thing I've ever had to do. Through this all I have learned one thing about myself...I cannot handle stress. My way of responding to stress and work load is sleeping..not coz im sleepy but because I try to escape reality by avoiding work. Also coz im shit lazy as fuck and no amount of me shouting retardedly to myself , " NO MORE OF THIS LAZY ACT"...It doesnt work at all. I have lost track of what im writing. I need sme sleep...not beor eI have a breakdown but before my laptp crashes coz its been thru alot of file load today. more later. Oh I statred this post with a hello..as in a ltetter style..coz I wanted to say hello to u guys coz its been so long. Not much news from ur side eitjer but im updating me.
night.
Monday, August 13, 2007
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